Always thought of you

Really I am a mad... never think before action. Just texted you that "I love u" and now waiting for the reply. Have u said, "bewakuf" on looking at my message ? No You might not. Expressing the feeling is not your cup of tea. I only drink that tea every day. I feel that saying that u love him gives the strength to him to fight every bad moment. He can fight the battle with these three words. But that what I feel. I can not pressure u to think similarly for me. Let it be. I loved u like nothing, like never before. It gives me the strength to cross every hurdle. I do not perhaps, I should not expect much from you or my life too.